Boredom time, antsy time, Dan-is-in-bed-and-I-can't-turn-on-a-light-time.
Free style blog? Sure, why not?
I've been thinking about doing an actual blog since reading Jen's most recent post. I'm getting all reflective and almost nostalgia-y... or nauseous, take your pick on that one.
It's strange, ever since I figured out what my moving plans were, I've been halfway ready to pack, and halfway not wanting to leave at all, but that's just how these things go. When I go back home, I have to toe a line, live by my parents rules again and call in to tell where I am. I'm really excited to being able to chill with everyone, and there are fun truips planned for this summer, but all the same, once I leave, there are certain people I will never see again. A lot of people that are graduating this year are basically declaring that they won't come back to visit... Which is strange, because they all talk about how much they love this place and what it's given to them.
Amanda, Andrea, Carolyn, Buddy, Rita, Shannon, CJ, Lizzie, Laura, Beth... the table at meals won't ever be quite the same.
Here at Ripon I basically have two groups of people I eat meals with, it differs depending on how I feel, or random chance, or which one invites me to sit down firt, I don't really have asystem worked out.
It's funny how certain people can grow on you, like mold, the good kind of mold, the healthy, if slightly obnoxious kind. I guess I'm one of the those people, or I used to be at any rate... I take some getting ued to, I've accepted that fact, and while it might be unfrotunate, I don't feel strongly enough about that, and, liking where I am right now, I'm not going to change it. But it's funny how one of the people I couldn't stand last semster is becoming a friend, even if I still want to gut him now and again, that's usual for me...
The one acts are over, thank god, now it's time for the shit I'm, well, my parents are paying for me to do. I spent a lot of time wasting time today, still got some work done. I really, really, reallyreallyreally hate it when people hoot and holler at stage kisses. It's not like the qwhole thing isn't strange already... I mean... practices... and ahving this third person to kiss this person you don't really know again and again and again.
Kissing, it's funny, how intimate is it really? How much meaning do we put into a kiss? I guess it depends circumstances, intoxication level, and who it is... setting... music... mood... cycle of the moon.
Round I am yet flat as a board, altar to the wolfen lod... that was an old riddle, I don't remember where it was from, if you couldn't guess, the answer was moon... it didn't make sense to me when I was a kid because... well.. the moon isn't flat... funny that. Something doesn't make sense anymore because now you have more knowledge, I always thought it went the other way around.
So back to fungus, I hate my job, and it is something that will not grow on me. I ahted it last semester and I still hate it, I try ot relax and enjoy myself... but... well... some of you at least know how snappy I get when my blood sugar level gets low... I thoguht about typing that as BS level... but I decided against it at the lat moment.. some of you might have not gotten the joke, and we can't have that now can we?
Yesterday was fun, if a little unwise in the financial area. Money is tight... I almost typed Monet.. more on that later... well, money is tight because I don't get paid for another couple of weeks, so I really sbhouldn't ahve gone to see the movie... but...damnit.. it's Tarantino.
After the movie came back, got A&W with coupons, first time I'd eaten that day because I slept in too late and missed lunch. AFter that went to the other set of one acts, had a good time, evne if I did know all of the palys too well by that point. Went form there up to Jon's room and the rest of my bottle of cheap wine, I didn't drink much on Friday, I made up for that on Saturday... heh... I'm a wino. After watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre, took my bottle of wine, was nearly caught with it by Mundro, the Quads hall director, and wandered around. Eventually ended up in Lizzie's room which faces out over a big open field and watched the light show and talked to her for about an hour. Left her rom about... 2:30 I think, and came back here.
Today I slept until about 11:30, and woke up in an obnoxiously good mood. Listened to Sandstorm becauses that's what came up on my playlist, and started the day out with cold pizza in the commons and mountain dew with too much soda water in it. It's ok to say "soda" if you are referring to the water.